I was going so well babe. And then… Well then Natalie started talking to me. So she’s mocking me. So they’re mocking me. She didn’t say anything, just sent some strange picture. But… that’s mocking. She can’t just think I’d be okay with her, that’s silly, and… and… and so they’re mocking me.

I’m just trying to be happy. I just want to escape.
What the fuck is wrong with me. It’s 3 months on! WHAT’S WRONG WITH ME?!

I give in. I completely give in.