Hey babe. It’s been a while, I guess. I’m doing the other blog more, despite saying I was going to delete it. I basically just started again.
I’m getting better I think babe. I’ve kind of come to terms with the fact that I can’t look at him and think mine anymore. I really miss him, but I’ve talked to him and I think he’s happy. Plus I am getting over him to some extent. When I’m with other people, I’m really really happy. It’s just when I’m left alone to think.

It’s still the same old shit when I get like that.
I’m going to try and become beautiful. I’m want him to look up and regret throwing me away. I want people to look at me.

I’m not sure precisely how much of this is possible, because there’s obviously a limited amount I can change about myself. I’m doing my best though.

xox